*head in pillow*
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Sometimes there are days I just want to *pulls hair* everybody, everything isn’t serious, everything isn’t deep, everything isnt an insult relax man jheeeeez every response you give is based on your own personal ideas and fears of mistreatment, scorn, judgement, embarrassment and assumptions 🙈 sometimes I wish I can’t tell what people are thinking it’s really hard to deal with 😔 I don’t know who else understands what I’m saying but…..
Think I need to make a new one of these lol
Well it’s only 12 o clock and ppl already be stressing me, what does that mean man! Problems always seem to occur when u decide to speak to people 🙈 yesterday was so peaceful too *sigh*
Iv realised alot of things recently (been thinking) , dunno if I shud put all of it on here lol
Firstly iv realised that walking in love is actually serious!! And iv realised this so many times but this recent realisation is even greater. To walk in love is to dismiss any fear of mistreatment because even if we are mistreated we have to love. I know that personally something that will stop me from walking in love is if I don’t feel it back, it’s easy to show love and not get anything in return *sigh* but Jesus still showed His love towards us regardless of what He got back because love is selfless. Have to drop these fears yo and become more like Christ
Another thing iv learnt is that different friends have different effects on you, some make you realise things about yourself that you didn’t know before, some help you to be yourself, whilst others are just friends in word only at the end of the day you have to love them all but you have to appreciate the ones who have stayed and lifted you up and helped you to change. There are friends that help you get revelations you know! Lol you will be surprised. Hol tyt my friends :-)
Hey guys, it’s been a long time since I’ve been on this! How are you all?
Just to update you on what’s going on. I recently finished my dissertation and have 1 last exam! My birthday is in 10 days! Wooooooooo
*Dances all over the dashboard*
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
I realised recently that when you fear something, an event, someone’s opinion, the future etc that alot of useless and self defeating thoughts enter your mind like: I’m worthless, they are going to say no no no, I’m going to flop, I can never do this, the list goes on but whilst thinking some of these things one day this verse came to mind and I originally thought that this verse was a means to keep ur mind on good things and not things like drugs, sex, alcohol, lying or stealing but it’s also a verse that keeps your mind in the good things instead of the bad. It’s very easy to see the things you don’t have than the things you do have. The mind is a powerful thing so much so that a single thought can change your mood and your behaviours and if you think bad thoughts you may just live up to them :( but take heed yo think on these things and see how you will start feeling thankful to God, He will bless you with the things you started thinking positively on :)
We worry alot about things we have no control over and I’m not just talking about Christians I’m talking bout humans in general, put you issues in the hands of someone who has control over all……after all…….it can only get better ☺
Peace out y’all